{"id":1577,"date":"2014-10-27T00:00:20","date_gmt":"2014-10-27T00:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.philodex.net\/blog\/?p=1577"},"modified":"2014-10-27T00:00:20","modified_gmt":"2014-10-27T00:00:20","slug":"four-times","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/four-times\/","title":{"rendered":"Four times"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>She says it was love,<br \/>\nbut\u00a0not once, not twice,<br \/>\nshe\u00a0around me shove,<br \/>\nlike throwing a dice.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nBroke up with me again.<br \/>\nSwitches her feelings on and off.<br \/>\nThe third time\u00a0I was feeling the pain,<br \/>\nonce more I was feeling the scoff.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nThen\u00a0a poem she wrote,<br \/>\ndry and lace was my throat.<br \/>\nThere is\u00a0proof of love in this quote,<br \/>\nby myself I thought.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nWe were about to change our live,<br \/>\nover and\u00a0above.<br \/>\nIt\u00a0gave me such a strive<br \/>\nwhen she talked about love!<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nI was utterly\u00a0beguiled,<br \/>\nalthough my appeal was\u00a0mute,<br \/>\nto bring up her child,<br \/>\nher daughter so cute.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nOur kingdom,<br \/>\na business to construct,<br \/>\nour elysium,<br \/>\nwe wanted to conduct!<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nThan again, a sudden turn.<br \/>\nBreak up number four!<br \/>\nEmotions painful and sore,<br \/>\nhave shaken me down\u00a0to the core.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nIn a relation a must,<br \/>\nis\u00a0what she does not own,<br \/>\nis the issue of trust,<br \/>\nbut doubt is grown.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nThis is what caused her grief.<br \/>\nDifficult to\u00a0comprehend,<br \/>\nbut disappointment I believe,<br \/>\nis where\u00a0she descent.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nWhy\u00a0her heart is broken,<br \/>\nWhy her love has wend,<br \/>\nremain\u00a0unspoken,<br \/>\nat the bitter end.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nBoundless I would bow and beyond,<br \/>\nto her love, unconditionally\u00a0I would bend,<br \/>\nto gain her love, to anew the\u00a0bond!<br \/>\n&#8230; some broken hearts never mend.<br \/>\n&nbsp;<br \/>\nCan one man have so much bad luck? &#8211; What the fuck!<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She says it was love, but\u00a0not once, not twice, she\u00a0around me shove, like throwing a dice. &nbsp; Broke up with me again. Switches her feelings on and off. The third time\u00a0I was feeling the pain, once more I was feeling the scoff. &nbsp; Then\u00a0a poem she wrote, dry and lace was my throat. There is\u00a0proof &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/four-times\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eFour times\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[80],"tags":[65,66,67,68,69,70,71,72,73,74,75,76,77,78,79,81,82,83,84,85,86,87],"class_list":["post-1577","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-englisch","tag-3-weeks","tag-8-million","tag-after-the-dask","tag-as-sure-as-eggs-is-eggs","tag-cactus","tag-elysium","tag-embodiment","tag-ferry","tag-four-reasons","tag-four-times","tag-its-over-again","tag-liaised","tag-loss","tag-no-one-can-guess","tag-number-five","tag-sandy-beach","tag-the-moon","tag-trapped","tag-why","tag-why-me","tag-words","tag-your-poem"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1577"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.philodex.com\/lit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}