It’s over again

Our relation was an illusion,
which led to a lot of confusion.
 
Were you playing a game?
Therefore on you I would lay the blame.
 
But now I have come to the insight,
you are not the one, you are not the right,
 
to be the one on my side,
to be my alleged bride.
 
It is now so bright and clear,
unexpected it was, but also my fear.
 
With your wish now I agree,
even though I still love thee,
 
all my feelings I will slide,
put them away, put them aside,
 
deep down in my heart they shall hide,
put my life back to the right.
 
For my love this is not the end,
hence, I will remain your true and honest friend!